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'a kiss between exes who meant to walk away' ā”
for this ask meme. for sangwoo & youngie.
'i should go,' he whispers into their shared breath, the depths of his voice like gravel and velvet all at once, as he wills his eyes away. to anywhere, anywhere that isn't sangwoo's gaze, molten and unwavering.
go, his mind screams. go, his limbs urge. go, his heart pleads.
but youngho finds that he can't (won't?), not when there isn't anywhere to go ā trapped between the wall and sangwoo. it's too close, too intimate. too familiar to be considered strangers, too much history to be reduced to just 'exes'. the label doesn't do them justice. he looks up again, at a face that he knows well, that he still loves. youngie can feel the thundering beat of his pulse, his heart free-falling from zero gravity the way that it always has. sangwooās face searches his, silently pleading.Ā tell me you donāt love me. tell me to move on.Ā he's emboldened by their proximity, stepping forward and taking sangwoo's face into his hands - fingers splaying across his cheeks when youngie finally kisses him, the way he's wanted to for so long. the first brush of their lips sets off their very own fireworks, electric and dazzling. sangwoo's are warm, soft and also firm against his that's different than he remembers, but just as delicious. it's one kiss, but itās his answer, his silent confession. it ravishes him, banks the low levels of desire that simmers in his core.
#ā” ā dynamic. ā¦ sangwoo & youngie.#ā§ ā answered. ā¦ ask meme.#zel u were probably wondering wtf i was doing#yah well i was doing this#ā§ ā mine.
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āļø get it, get it done (let me hear you say!!!)
a quick one i have to go draw rw for my friend now
#my art#isat#in stars and time#i tried out doing an image id for th first time bc i need to add those more but im not sure how to write them too well so lmk if things nee#to be changed. Thumps up#i was also gonna draw more to this song (i had one planned for mirabelle that i liked the idea for but couldnāt get it right in execution :#but yah. Executing TROUBLES!!!#itās ok i will draw more with the otherjs. different things
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Back in middle school one of my favorite types of fics to read were reaction fics where the characters read/watch the story theyāre from, and nowadays since Iāve been getting into danmei I canāt help but image these types of scenariosā especially for svsss.
Cause the idea of it alone is fucking funny to me. Typically the set up is always post-canon, or rarely before major events, but always without fail everyone is minding their business and suddenly they find themselves in this unknown space and having to engage in a apparent story about them.
Like you mean to tell me that key players in svsss are going to see how past events played out through SY!Sqqās eyes??? That they suddenly have to grapple with the knowledge that heās a transmigrator and has replaced the original Sqq for years yet have to quickly move on from that AND THEN LEARN that this man is not a levelheaded, peerless cultivator but an anxious guy who freaks the fuck out before going āfuck it we ballā and whose also oblivious to how others revere him.
It is nothing but clown hour in this scenario, no one is coming out of this unscathed. And oooh just wait until they get to the reveal about who Sqh actually isā¦
#I know thereās fics of this scenario already but there should be MORE#the pho fandom really spoiled me back in the day let me tell yah#but my god would sqq get dragged thro this when it goes down#everyone side eyeing him going āhow dumb can you beā with LBH SIDE EYEING HIM AS WELL#HIS OWN HUSBAND GOING āShizunā¦ I know I wasnāt doing well back then and that doesnāt excuse itā¦ but really??ā#LQG: *after watching the idiocy that is bingqiu* I was wrong your both meant for each other#luo binghe#shen qingqiu#svsss#scum villian self saving system#shang qinghua#rambles
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phobias
#jellarts#fear and hunger#cahara#dāarce#funger#just chose random fearsā gonna do enki and rag#well this stemmed from me wanting to do this for cahara and his fight#so like it wasnāt a random fear for himš#but yah#I really like ms white girl more augh I love the effects I did for her armor#makes me wanna actually draw more metal v_v))#caharaā¦.is okay#his face is fine idrc#feels a bit empty but itās whateverrrrš§
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18 hours of this guy. i can never get enough.
#woah ! the bunny talks !#osomatsu san#ososan#mr osomatsu#todomatsu#todomatsu matsuno#atsutodo#atsushi kun#yeah whatever i still dunno how to tag him.#why did i tag atsutodo? well. theyre next to eachother arent they? that counts#ship art comes in many forms#also sorry for neglecting the thing i made my blog for. i got carried away with drooling over osomatsu.#i need to get back to drooling over todomatsu.#i almost hit him with the transmasc beam a few times while drawing but decided against it#cw bright colors#bright colors#idk i think its bright#i recommend everyone do this actually. just grab a bunch of references and fill a page with doodles.#its fun!!! try it!!#anyway. enough talking in tags.#oh btw the picture in the middle with the totty censor is my gf :3 he asked me to use a pic of him as a ref so i did :3#she also asked for the flower. lol.#okay i need to Shut Up.#OH ALMOST FORGOT#tw blood#there we go :3#send post. yah.
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#ok finally making a post about meds#I've not ever tried taking medication before. I was sorta raised with that classic 'dont rely on meds you have to learn to manage without'#I mean I was also raised with the idea that therapy is stupid unless you have 'real' trauma. and also like idk.#can't stay home from school unless your temp is over 100 or you're throwing up. etc. very suck it up mindset#so I was just really nervous to start. also of course worried about losing myself or whatever I know that's a silly fear but#it's also a common fear for a reason!!! anyways#so I finally was like 'I need to do something' when I realized I was so anxious I couldnt even get myself to go outside alone#like I just don't want to do ANYTHING alone to a detrimental effect. and it was butting into my ability to do my work...#for various reasons. but then ALSO adhd has been a constant issue with my work as well!#it is SO hard to write and draw on a weekly pace like I am without being able to focus#my whole life I've had these terrible nightmares constantly and I've always woken up constantly in the night#sleep has always been terrible so I've always dreaded going to bed.. ESPECIALLy because it didnt even make me less tired#it was more something that I just did because I had to.#but going to bed was always terrible. there have been times I was too scared to go to sleep for weeks on end...#I've been mitigating this for years of course. and recently I've been taking melatonin which has been helping too.#but I've also always struggled to get up. because I've always been EXTREMELY exhausted#but also anxious of what the day might bring... idk.#anyways it has all hit a point that I was like okay. I am doing as many coping mechanisms as I can. the psych said they were good too#but... it just has never been enough. it's never been enough to make me not tired it's never been enough to make me not scared#so I finally talked to the doc about it. and she was like youve def got smth wrong basically. which yah I know.. but yknow#anyways so I started taking wellbutrin. and I am so frustrated now. because it's WORKING#that constant looming sense of dread is gone. I'm excited to get up. I'm excited to go to bed BECAUSE I'm excited to get up#I feel like for years I've been holding on to the idea that I have to get up because I have to put something good out into the world#and I've been clinging to knowing that if nothing else. I am able to help other people feel better.#but now for the first time in my life I'm like. free of it. I didnt even know it was possible... and I'm so sad how much I've lost out on#and so frustrated how my whole life I've been told to put up with it and push through it. and treated like a failure for it being too much.#and just. It has only been 2 weeks. but the lack of anxiety is SO noticeable I'm so...#I'll never miss it. the adhd is still pretty present but like whatever. I can manage that better.#and I'm just crying because of all this combined.#I just. I hope I get to finally be the best I can be now. for myself but also for you guys!
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there r a lot of things about the myth of psyche and eros that makes me a little insane but one of them has always been the tasks from aphrodite and the unfairness of it. they're not intended to be possible. they're so obviously not meant to be possible, and psyche isn't fucking hercules, you know, she's not a demigod or whatever, she's mortal and these aren't mortal tasks!! it's why psyche has to be helped with each one, fucking by like ants and river gods and shit. and so like. idk. i know ppl see psyche and eros as like a story about love and shit which obviously it is but as a kid psyche and eros always felt like a story about being able to accept help
#in my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i'll never write i emphasize this theme#by changing psyche from a princess and youngest daughter to a poorer girl and eldest daughter who is very like. sophie hatter esque#also tbh when i first started thinking about my theoretical adaptation of psyche and eros i was reading hmc LMAO#also also ALSO. as a kid i always felt like the story was soooo deeply about regret and atonement and forgiveness#like YES the story is about love but not about easy love. love is difficult and requires work and sometimes u hurt each other !!!!!#it always struck me as a kid how psyche just. accepts the tasks.#i always read it as like. psyche KNOWS these tasks are unfair and i dont even think she expects to achieve them#but she accepts them anyways because she so deeply regrets what she did to eros and has no idea what else she can do.#am i verbalizing this well or have the worms eating my brain reached an irreversible point#also tbf im pretty sure the version i read as a kid didnt include the multiple times psyche tries to kill herself LMAO.#but we're ignoring that because i love the idea that shes just. so aimless and resigned to the tasks#ALSO on eros' side of things#i dont have like proper analysis about it but as a kid i saw eros hiding his face as like. fear?#like. fear that the person he loves will think he's a monster if he reveals his true self. or somethin. which also. i think is very queer#also very beauty and the beast. for obvious reasons since it was based on psyche and eros lmao#oh also. i already mentioned it but psyche and hercules r so similar.#did something unforgivable to a loved one --> given multiple impossible tasks to atone for it etc etc#i dont have any real analysis abt it i dont remember a lot abt hercules tbh but. yah#ALSO. okay i think retellings of hades and persephone where theyre totally in love and stuff r kinda tired.#BUT. in the theoretical adaptation i always imagined a scene where psyche does the last task where she goes to the underworld#and shes tired shes soso tired#and she goes to persephone and persephone is gentle and motherly which aphrodite has Not been to psyche#and i think if persephone is unkidnapped and truly in love w hades#then i think there could be a fun parallel between persephone and psyche in which like. theyre both in love w ppl#who are seen as monsters. and shit. or whatever#anyways. idk what made me think abt this again. ACTUALLY i do know i might write a twine for the neotwiny game jam#and it might be inspired by psyche and eros#anyways. lmao#jc.txt
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they say that if a murderer kills a murderer, the amount of murderers in the world remains the same. this is not applicable to Assassins Georg, who kills twenty murderers each day-
#This Post Is About John Wick.#hes so funny...#im watching the movies finally and theyre comedies lets be honest#adding him to my blorbos list...#i love how he's Genuinely so fucking badass#and keanu plays wick like a pathetic wet cat#like you've got this guy that has everyone scared shitless. he's baba yaga. he's death itself#hard cut to Death Itself and he looks like he's on the verge of tears#he looks like someone killed his do-#killed his-#well. You Know.#he's hyper competent and so cool and he's also just so pathetic somehow?#the ultimate meow meow...#dead wife... dead dog... dead friend... everyone out to get him#everyone so mean to him š
#absolutely unprompted#sorry. im watching movies again#(valley girl voice) yah so eyeve just reeely been into moovays latelay <3#yall ever seen a movie? theyre So Good. movies my beloved#until theres a bad move. then its agony like never before felt#but there are so many good ones...#and i feel the need to Let The World Know every time i watch one! i will proceed to do so!
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For those who need it...
Imagine this... It's 9:40 pm and it's thundering outside, you're cuddling with your F/O in the dimmest of lights, both of you in your PJs (if you both even have those) and in their touch, soft, warm touch... You never thought you'd feel this safe in your life, yet here you are. Their hand pets your head and holds you close as they hush to you sweet nothings.
Life really does change for the better. it's often just that the future is scary until we witness it. Your F/O is so, so proud of you, and you should know it. They'll always love you, no matter what.
#world 36 1#proship selfship#-> 1-up#-> goal post#listening to master of shadows atm#doodoo-doo-doo-waa-rhi-yah#of course this. and as well do all my positivity posts. apply to even 'safe'shippers. and i really could care less if they decide to 'steal#this post. as well as all others#as i type i wonder if i should keep this banner... BUT it's gorgeous and i genuinely don't understand why someone would ID as a safe-shippe#so...#self ship#any f/o
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#my face#personal#okay so i debated with myself for like. a while. about whether or not to post these bc#well yah they're provocative. like tasteful semi-nudes#but also??? i like them a lot?? they make me feel hot? and i want others to see that too#i rarely get the opportunity to take artistic photos of myself when i look and feel good#so. yeah#:) here is me#nsft#soft nsft#i tried to keep it tasteful#these were the tamer ones#also do not expect to see anything more than this š
ya gotta pay me for that#am i missing any tags
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INTRO POST RAAAAAAH š„š„š„š„
Erm hihi!! My name is Clemont but I also go by Mint. I am 16 and use he/him pronouns! I post a lot of art n just ramblings here. I will keep updating this post over time, so feel free to check in and see what's new!
I'm also on Tiktok but I don't really post there anymore.. oopsies - @/Clemont_ine
My content will probably change over time, but for the last three or so years I've been feral over Minecraft Story Mode, specifically season two so expect a lot of that lmao.
Expect an ungodly amount of Jack and Nurm. Like an excessive amount. It's not healthy.
Other stuff that may explode into my page every once in a while /interests ā¬ļø
A hat in time
Deltarune / Undertale
Miitopia
Mcyt (specifically DanTDM)
Spiritfarer
pokemon
Delicious in Dungeon
My asks are open for literally anything!! I love to answer questions about my designs, headcannons, etc. I also take requests and art trades!!! They just may take a while to finish depending on stuff like what you want me to draw, if I'm busy, my mental health, all that stuff. So feel free to say hi! š©·š©·
I love being social but am too scared to initiate contact, which is what prompted me to start a Tumblr. It seems like a more social app then stuff like Tiktok in my eyes, and the people seem a lot more chill. So if you comment something or repost one of my posts and don't get a response, know that I did see you! I read what you said and likely had a little giggle to myself, just some days being social and talking is harder than others. Also, I ramble in my tags. Like.. a lot.
I have a second blog for my Pokemon IRL stuff! @aerial-ace (may rb this on that blog as an intro of sorts there too LMAO)
My art tag is #clemont_ine but im.. not great at keeping track of it. Sorry š. But quite a few drawings are under that!!!
Erm... yeah so that's all!!! Again, will update on the occasion. But I'm very glad to be here!!
#blog intro#I think#Loves people but is scared of social interaction check!! šāļø#Do I tag my interests here#What do I do here man#tags are hard#Still confused about my pronouns#Like I know damn well I'm a guy. Do NOT she/her or they/them me#But I used to use he/it#And I'm kinda like#Do I just use he him? Or have I just forgotten what it's like to be called it/it's by people?#Sighhhhh#Thank you parents for constantly going āhe him is ok but it it's is weird!!!! That's so objectifying!!!! Blegh!!!!ā#May or may not do what Bermuda did and like. Reblog this with yearly highlights.#Not to copy you or anything but DAMN THATS SMART. SHIT DUDE#ALSO how the hell do people link stuff on this app#Lik I understand when it's like.. obvious web link#But when it's like. āThis postā¬
ļøā and then you click āpostā and it sends you to the post. How did you do that.#WIIIIIITCH š«µ#Oh yah you can call me Clemont / mint whether we have spoken before or not#I LOVE when people call me my name#Idk if like. It's an acceptable thing to do online so sorry 'Muda if it's not I automatically give you guys nicknames#I scroll and am like "oh yay Mathew posted! Or as I like to call him Matty! (We have never interacted)#I don't know a Mathew but you get the point
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This manga is bad news.
#expect a surge of CP artists in the fandom#artstyle is bad but theres also some damning allegations for the artist.#so hm. its bad#idk if i will make any MAPs dont interact posts bc well. MAPs do interact. i check every follower#get malleted and reported#i won;t have context for allegations bc i dont have reliable sources for anything but yah
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Reagan Greed
#this guy fucking SUCKS to draw#tbf i dont have much practice in on him! ik itll get easier if i actually draw him regularly#itll probably be like how i delt with leon ngl#upgrade his design bit by bit to make it slightly better design wise as well as like. easier to draw#yippy#art#digital art#oc#oc art#descarn#also apparently putting cigars into like alcohol is a thing???#my bf brought it up when he saw the drawing and i didnt know it was a thing#my whole thought process was like āwyow! how do i show how big and evil this guy is????-#hrmmmmmm... yah lets make him put out his cigar in someone elses glass! >:Dā#yeah so idk#:)
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how did my professor recommend me The Color of Outer Space
and I found the whole ass wrong book
its about a farm??? I was reading space travel what did I do
#makes more sense why prof was like yah know i hate the author but damn its a good spook#oh hp lovecraft#ill piss on your grave but also#i can like#relate to being terrified of the world but he handled it in the worst god damn way possible#the evil is not only in what you dont understand its in you to!! much better sorce of stories#my goal in life is to honestly do his shit better#which is setting myself up for failure#but like#cosmic horror is in us#its the fact we can do terrible things but other people Do Terrible tihngs and trying to understand Why is a worse abyss than any darkness#because no matter Why they are doing something Now#understanding can Possibly help the future pervent things#or just cause another horror#this is not well thought thoughts but a man annoyed his hands hurt and he cant draw#aaaa#also if you read this far#any movie recs?? i want spook but not home intrusion unless its like- cartoony?? does that make sense?? or like Really Dramatic not possibl#not like Hush#is that the name?? she can't talk... or she can't hear??fuck i watched it awhile ago#i liked it alot but i also am jumpy enough so dont need help with That rn#i havent seen most#maybe i should just watch carrie
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okay hereās my spidersona. sheās the worlds first failgirl spiderman. (suit is based on a dinghy sailing dry suit + PFD)
#myart#spidersona#spiderverse#again waves hands around iāve been into spiderman since middle schoolā¦ itās in my bloodā¦ i have sketchbooks fullll of old spiderman drawings#i had a sona BEFORE IT WAS COOL#but yah itās funny how well drysuits lend themself to spidey suitsā¦.#*sam voice* you all remember i do competitive sailing right i love to talk about competitive sailing
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I started volunteering in my friendās kindergarten last month and likeā¦ I love these kids so much itās unreal. Theyāre so sweet and weird! One of the kids drew me this killer Mario art and Iām gonna frame it and hang it on my wall.
#bonewhiteglory.jpeg#helper teacher#as my friend christina dubbed me#iām really really happy i can sit down one-on-one with the kids who are struggling with a new concept#i mean this very genuinely: it is my dream to spend several minutes helping them understand that 5 is not greater than 5#thereās a lot to learn!! itās kind of overwhelming#i am notoriously patient and kind. people frequently tell me i have big kindergarten teacher vibes#iāve been there long enough that iām getting a good sense of all the kidsā personalities#i have mixed feelings abt posting anecdotes on the internet bc idk privacy etc etc but seriously look at how great this art is!!!#thank fuck i can turn off reblogs.#iām gonna frame this and hang it over my desk :3#i had no idea 5 year olds were SO BOSSY. itās great! theyāre explaining the rules to me and theyāre very patient with me#iām getting to know kids from the other classes too. i do yard/lunch duty as well. not much $ but itās sufficient for my needs#anywayā¦ thatās my story#at great length. dunno why i put all this in the tags and not the actual post but lbr iām mad tired#oh yah iām happy to share stories in DMs once i get over my social anxiety shit.
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